Gabriella is a spiritual quest. By “Spiritual” is meant the creative joy of living in ’here’ and ‘now’. Getting to this level was not easy or immediate, but it was the result of a long, complex and painful path. She likes to call herself the Phoenix, reborn to a new life after coming out from the yoke and the ego traps that had confined her to live in stereotypical roles which are not related to her real nature and inclination. Her life path was dotted by numerous, difficult, traumatic and extremely painful events, but she managed to liberate herself from an identity that was not her own, believing in the only true medicine, resource and possibility of change: Love.
Born in a stifling and constrictive family, her childhood and adolescence were marked by a deep insecurity, fragility and fear of living. For years, she had been locked in a life so commonly called normal: marriage, family, work, stifled by the conventions and stereotypes. Under this fictitious surface, her true character and true identity was hidden.
Hiding the real inclinations and vocations, discomfort, fatigue and discomfort also to endure false identity manifested itself through a series of deep pain, diseases. terrible suffering of body, mind and soul.
When she was a young girl, she had almost completely lost the sight in her left eye because of repeated herpetic keratitis and only a cornea transplant allowed her to recover most of the visual capabilities. Often, viruses and bacteria affected her immune system. She faced a long list of maladies: removal of tonsils and adenoids, rubella, measles, chicken pox, scarlet fever, toxoplasmosis, appendicectomy, abscess in the apparatus genital, ischial fossa rectal abscess, three sphincteric fistulas that risked to get to the colostomy. She was saved by a ‘miracle’, but she had to live for many years with very serious problems in that area of the body. As an adult, she was diagnosed to be affected by celiac disease (gluten intolerance) and lactose intolerance that led to dysbiosis and intestinal dysfunction to which has become hypersensitive. She was hit by adhesive capsulitis in both shoulders, this disease forced her for over a year to the immobility of the arms also losing the autonomy of the most simple and basic: eating alone, dressing, undressing and bathing. This condition led her to have three surgeries to her right shoulder, the most compromised and suffering one: acromion plastic, arthrolysis, release of the joint capsule under anesthesia, and during this maneuver in the operating room, humerus and tendon were broken. Bone fragility was later proven osteoporosis (despite her young age) caused by celiac disease.
Adhesive capsulitis in the shoulder, forced her to suffer terrible pain, kept at bay only with morphine, and brought away all the more important points of reference as driving the car and being self-sufficient. She had lost everything, including her work as a teacher, because disease had caused her a disability that prevented her to exercise her profession as a teacher of kindergarten. Gabriella did not experience, however, only body aches but also those of the soul: she had a relationship with a man who didn’t love her, and who let her in a deep loneliness and emotional deprivation. She lived with financial problems for a long period while her ex-husband lost his job. She has experienced the pain and discomfort that can be lived in hospitals along with patients and their families. In her heart, Gabriella had to experience abandonment, loneliness, helplessness, fear, despair, lack of confidence and self esteem along with many other shades of inner and deep states.
Life had literally put her against the wall, but she succeed to come out of the tunnel of disease, suffering, weakness, doubt and darkness: Gabriella is out of the big maze and she has done it to find herself, the strength and the ability to change her life.
Today she is a healthy, strong woman full of enthusiasm, joy, love of life, will to help others to succeed and to offer herself as a witness!
Having lived through hardships and problems of all kinds brought together, she understood very well the human suffering she experienced first hand in order to transcend it, and she is the testimony that only love maintained her in life, even in the most difficult and dark times!
“Love is the alchemical ingredient that works real miracles in the path of change and transmutation from darkness to light, from suffering to joy, from pain to wellness.”
Gabriella had to lose everything she had, the reference points, the certainties, to be born again to a new life. She had to learn to “love herself”, because change and healing are possible only if you agree to transform fear into courage, the distrust into strength to go forward and turn the corner.
She has no fear anymore of judgment and disapproval who prevented her to be herself … now she can say what feels in her soul, she has revealed her contact with so-called Beings of Light, Spiritual Masters who always accompanied her, even in darkest moments, who in the past she was afraid to recognize and accept.
Today Gabriella expresses no fear about what she has inside, she is authentic because love has won, and this is her message: “We are spiritual beings having a terrestrial experience to learn what love is. We are not alone, we are joined by Beings of Light who love us and want only our good and our freedom from pain and death. We must trust ourselves and start living the change “
Through this long and intense journey of initiations a new frequency was triggered in her and this energy has been called in Italian LAAV®, who in English stands for Light-Love-Vibrational Harmony.
Masters of Light use her as a channel to transmit comfort and hope to people who are uncertain at this time, who are stumbling, confused and do not know where to go and what to do. Experimenting LAAV® means “feel love”, allows to listen to the voice of our soul to experience how much love there is within and around us when we allow our hearts to reopen and accept love, when we recognize our true essence and what we are.
We have God in our hearts but we have forgotten, denied, betrayed and abandoned him, and this long journey called life has to put us in contact, in deep connection with what we already are. Suffering is transcended only through the only medicine, response and solution: Love!
Gabriella has found in herself the joy of living, while healing herself from the wounds of the soul, and this has been possible for accepting to hear her own inner world, and after allowing the awakening of the soul via the perceptions of the Heart .
Her project is to carry and spread vibrations of LAAV® ‘s Light, Love and Vibrational Harmony through conferences and seminars. She also follows people through a spiritual path on her website www.sentierodorato.it. She is the author of the book “A Path to the Soul: LAAV®” (Psiche2, Italy, May 2010).